Tuesday, April 21, 2009

We used to be friends...

Oh man, this picture brought back memories....memories of what once was. I don't know why the loss of her friendship hurt me so much and continues to haunt me. I think it is because the way it ended...no closure. Or maybe it is because I have never in my life been treated so poorly by anyone and I never expected to be by someone I called one of my best friends. It still baffles me. What did I do wrong? Why did I do to deserve to be treated that way? To be rejected by people is an awful feeling but to be rejected and to never know why is devastating. I was rejected and I still have no idea why. I probably never will. It still hurts!


But, despite us not being friends (not even facebook friends...yes, I've been rejected), I kept the pictures.

I remember it like it was yesterday. Trauma does that.

The fear of man bringeth a snare. (Prov. 29:25)

...who are you that you are afraid of man who dies, of the son of man who is made like grass, and have forgotten the Lord, your Maker, who stretched out the heavens and laid the foundations of the earth. (Isaiah 51:12b-13)

Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ. (Galatians 1:10)

The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? (Psalm 118:6)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

girls can be so difficult.
good picture though!

Lindsey said...

girls=drama!

Anonymous said...

blog again please!